Perfect Weekend

Not foodwise unfortunately but hey can't have it all and I'll just have to make up for it during the week.
It started really badly on friday- had a bad migraine, got grumpy at the bf for no reason (I blame period) and then he went out with a mate to the pub so I didn't get to bed till 1 and was up at 7 for work, still with a migraine and feeling shit half the shift. Then my gorgeous boyfriend picked me up from work with a beautiful bouquet of flowers for me ^^ All the girls were gushing about how sweet he is :') It's true, he is :') His bitchy ex was at work too and gave him full on evils :3 Then we spent the evening at his mum's and had dinner there (hence food fail for that day) and got to spend a few hours with his adorable little sister (She's three) and she's the cutest thing ever, she even asked if I could sit next to her in the car and gave me one of her toy trains to look after :') But whenever I see her I feel so broody! I want a kid so bad!! Not now obviously, but I can't wait until I can! :D
Then on Sunday, me and the boyfriend spent the morning in bed and he played xbox, and then we went on a really long walk and explored a wood and played on a rope swing over a lake, was so fun! We were walking for about 5 hours so I burnt off some of the shit I ate :) When we got back we had steak and chips and god I felt disgusting and full for the rest of the night >< really wanted to purge but our housemates would have heard :/ I purged on Saturday though, before going to his mum's. Not sure if my bf heard :/ Hope not, it makes him worry.

I'm going to try not to weigh until Friday, I'm hoping I'll be a bit lighter by then, I'll keep my intake under 500, will use my stepper whenever my housemates aren't in, do weight exercises and my leg exercises. Hopefully I can lose at least a pound. I've got two weeks today until my new job, want to be at least a bit smaller by then :/

I'm actually looking forward to summer for once, going out with my boyfriend, walking and exploring and just relaxing and having fun. I just hope I'm thin enough by then to look ok in summer clothes. I really want to wear shorts and be attractive for my boyfriend, I want him to think I'm sexy and beautiful. He always just calls me cute atm :/ I have a proper baby face so it doesn't make me feel any better about it :/ Though he says he thinks cute is sexy. I want to go swimming with him as well, though god knows how I'll ever look at all decent in a bikini :(

Anyhoo, done ranting for now, apologies for the downer at the end there.
Love and happy thoughts to you all.
xxx